NenapinangaLadinda...

I remember the poem "Mera naya bachpan" by Subhadra Kumari Chauhan which we did in class 6th...and also again in 9th i guess.
The poet yearns to get back to her innocence of childhood again. To be honest i had not got the funda why poet wants to get back then. I did not really understand my teacher's words as how she too wants to live her childhood again...

I wanted to grow up then so that
> i wont have to give oral exam for every test :P
>no more learning of spellings for dictation.
>need not have to do home work ;P
>need not have to get punished with writing the poem ten times along with x,y,z punishments for talking in the class ;D
> need not have to write copy writing again.
and so on and so forth........... All silly reasons i used to crib at!!

But now i realize what it is to be grown up. The innocence, carefree and stress free life of childhood!! All those memories tantalizingly flash upon my mind. Making me crave for those days again!!


"Baar baar aathi hai mujhko madhur yaad bachpan teri
Gaya le gaya tu jeevan ki sabase mast khushi meri

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Aaja bachpan ek baar phir de de apani nirmal shaanti
Vyakul vyatha miThane wali vah apani prakruth vishranti

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I want to get back to those magical days... mesmerizing memories !!


P.S: Those who want the entire poem can check this out
http://www.geeta-kavita.com/hindi_sahitya.asp?id=255

Maayadanta maLe bantaNNa.....

MaLe… Mungaarina modala maLe… adara anubhva… nanna manasina puTagaLinda…

MalenaaDinalli huTTi beLeda nanage madaraasina haveinda tumbane besara mooDittu. August tingaLinnalle sekhe sekhe endu oddaDuttidda nanage march april tingLinalli hegagirabeDa? May bagge yochane maaDoku anjike aagta ide.

Heege mooru nalku dingaLinda maLe suriyutta ittu.Chennainalli ee maasadalli maLe kaaNisikollodu aparoopa. Adarallu pakka mungarinantene siDilu guDugininda kooDida maLe nenapugaLa saramaleyenne nanna munde tereitu.

Mungaarina Modala maLe.. aaa siDilu guDugina aarbhaTa… minchina aakrandana.. ababba entha ghora ee prakruthi enisuttittu! Ade maLe hani nellakke taakidaaga… aa maNNina vaasane…. Aahladakara gaaLi… Manasige hita enisuttittu.

Munjavininda mussanjeya varege dhooo endu surida maLe swalpa shanta vaadaga entha ullasa? chaLi yalli bisi bisi kashaya kudiyutta kavaDe aaTadalli magnaraadare sanje aagiddu karenTu hoodamelene tiLiyodu. Amma meNada batti hachchikonDu bandaga ella kuLitu kaaDu haraTe hoDeyoke shuru maaDidare hoTTe churuguTTo varege samayada parive ella. Aaga ammanige aDuge maaDalu kaLisi, aDuge maneya aTTada meLe joopanavaagi eTTidda challuki, kooDubaLe mellutta punaha naavu harate shuru maaDodu. “KarenTu yaavaga baratte?” anta aagaga appanna peedisoodu. Namma piri piri taaLarade appa konege KEBge phonu hachchi “karrentu sadhyakke barallante” anta helidaroo eduru mane uncle “Joga roodinalli mara biddideante. NaaLe sangevaregu karenTu barolla” anta heLidaagale namage suddi kaChita enisoodu… Ega tanku hege tumbisoodu annodu mundina prashne. “Yaaroo neeru chellohagilla. Ella banni khali bakettu maLege eDi”-ammana appaNe. Naavu vedavakya paalisuvante ella buckettu, kodapana, doDDa paatre pagaDa ella horage ettu matte etha prakara namma harate munduvaresoodu. Karentu ellada dina enta oota? Belesaaru, palya, ganji, uppina kaayi, bisi bisi happaLa sanDige… ennenu beku? Gammattada oota aadameLe ele aDike hakadidre hege? “Makkalu kavaLa hakabaradu”—baaytumaba kavaLa tumbikonda appana salahe. KeLoru yaaru?

“Gante hattaytu malagi ellaru” matte ammana nirNaya. “Fannillade nidde barallamma”—endu naanu raga tegedaaga “Naavu chikkavariddaga karentu endare enu antane gottiralilla. Navella chimuNe deepadalli oodtaedvi. Kaanasooru high schoolige nadakondu haoogta edvi……………………………” sumaaru hanoudu – hannodu vare aaguvavaregu amma tanna baalyada dinagaLanna nenapisikoLLodu. Edu sumaaragi eppatu moovattane avalokana aadaru namagilla chinte… oTTinalli nidhanakke kaNNige nidde hattidaga hogi kambaLi hoddu bechchage malagoodu . SoLLe kaata taaLade eddu haLe baalamangaLa hiDidu Dinga, Shakti maddu oodutta kiLitukoLLodu. “MeNada batti belakalli oodabeda kannige dappa kannadaka baratte noDu..” endu appa hedarisidru enuoo prayojanavilla. (Ega adara pariNaama gottagide biDi). Haage ooduttaa oodutta nidde bandadde tiLiyutaa erallilla.

Entha dinagaLu avu!! Matte hinduruguva aase…

Antarangada mrudanga....antu tomtanana....

It happened! It happened!! It indeed happened!!! Finally it did happen!!

After all such long desperate wait did not go in vain ……

It had been my dream from six months. A wish which had rooted deep within me. There came so many precious moments wherein I could have spelt out my wish. But alas! It never materialized. I remember the starry night in October 2007, when it was so close to happen. I was delighted. A bright glow in my eyes, a faint smile on my face. How desperate I was! How desperate to smell the fragrance! To feel fresh! To begin a new life! But it did not come true. My hopes were lost. I was completely shattered. I never thought a joyful moment will ever come in my life. Sitting in the corner of my room along with a best friend of mine, I wept silently for months.

Days passed, weeks went by, months gone…..huh… how could such a thing happen to me? I never thought that I would ever reach this state. But I did have a small hope, somewhere in the remote corner of mind. It may happen some day. May be the time was not for it. May be the Lord is testing me. I knew my wish would come true some day. And it came true yesterday.

Yes! It did! Now my hopes are redeemed, my eyes are eaming with happiness and satisfaction. Ah….how wonderful the world is!

These are the feelings of my bed spread which was lying in corner of my room since September 2007. I think it the other four bed sheets and the four buckets of clothes shared the same feelings. But their await was not so long, it was a just little more than a month or so [:P]. It is really not my mistake. Not my laziness. For example I do wash the essentials clothes everyday [:P].

There was no washing machine working in our hostel except one. I did go to it one night in January to get my clothes washed. But it was so painful because I live in second floor and the damn machine was in ground floor. Finally after a long fight, two new washing machines were brought. But see the irony, they brought only two machines and placed one in first floor and the other in third floor. What sin did we, the second floor people commit? Anyway I had made up my mind that I must wash my clothes.
I started my work at three in the after noon yesterday. After persevering for about seven and a half hours all my clothes were washed! All the rooms in my wing had my clothes and bed sheets hanging in their room [:P]. People coming to the bathroom in the wing in third floor were stunned at my dedication! “You are still washing clothes!?” was their question. And my answer was a smile. [:)].
Believe me. It needs a lot of dedication, determination and devotion [ the 3 D,s] to wash clothes for seven and a half hours on a semi automatic washing machine situated a floor above yours.

Some of you may feel (especially IITians) why we should get pained so much to wash clothes. But it’s really worthwhile to put such effort to wash clothes. Ah… It feels so heavenly now that my clothes are washed [:)].

:)

"Essence Of Life "

Old is Gold…. True. I watched Anand again today. It’s a 1970 Hindi Movie.

The movie shows the true essence of life. Anand makes an everlasting impact on everyone who watches the movie.

Saavu jeevanada kaTu satya. aaDisidaata besara mooDi aaTa muginsida…..yaaru yavaaga hege saaytare annodu chidambara rahasya. Aadre saavu sameepisutta irodanna noDiyu saha jeevanada prati kshaNavanna aaswadisutta itarara badukinalli ullasa tumbuva prayatna maaDo aanandana jeevana nijakku shlaghaneeya.

naguvu sahajada dharma nagisuvudu para dharma

naguva naguta nooDuvudu atishayada dharma

ennuva D.V.G. avara maatige aananda jeevanta maadari.

“Kya farak hai sattar saalon me aur che mahino mein? Maut ek pal hai. Anewale che mahino me mein joh laakho pal jeenewala hoon uska kya hoga? Zindagi Badi honi chahiye lambi nahin ”

“Maut ke dar se agar jinda rahna chod diya toh maut kise kahate hai. Jabtak jinda hoon tab tak mara nahin aur jab mara tab sala mein hi nahi”

“Maut tu ek kavita hai

Mujse kavita ka vaada hai milegi mujhko

Doobti nabajo mein jab dard ko neend ane lage

Zarda sa chehara liye chand ufak tak pahunche

Din abhi paani mein ho raat kinare ke kareeb

Na andhera na ujala ho

Na bhi raat na din

jism jab katm ho aur rooh ko jab saans aaye

Mujse kavita ka vaada hai milegi mujhko”

“Jindagi aur mauth oopar vale ki hat hai jahanpana. Use nah aap badalsakte aur na mein . Hum sab toh rangmanch ki kataputalia hein jinki dor oopar vale ki ungaliyo mein bandi hai. kab kaun kaise utega koyi nahin batah sakta hai.”

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The four awesome songs in the movie :

1)

Maine tere liye hi saat rang ke sapne chune,

Sapne, surile sapne,

Kuch hansee ke, kuch gum ke,

Teri ankhon ke saye churaye rasili yaadon ne,

Maine tere liye hi saat rang ke...

Choti baaten,

Choti choti baaton ki hai yaadein bani,

Bhoole nahin bithi hui ek choti ghadi,

Janam janam se, aankhen bichaaye, tere liye in rahon 

mein,

Maine tere liye ...

Bhole bhale,

Bhole bhale dil ko behlate rahe,

Tanhai mein tere khayalon ko sajate rahe,

Kabhi kabhi tho, aavaaz dekar, mujhko jagaya khabon 

ne,

Maine tere liye ...

Roothi raatein,

Roothi hui raaton ko jagaya kabhi,

Tere liye bithi subah ko bulaya kabhi,

Tere bina bhi, tere liye hi, diye jalaye raaton mein,

Maine tere liye ...

2)

Kahin Door Jab Din Dhal Jaye
Sanjh Ki Dulhan Badan Churaye
Chupke Se Aaye
Mere Khayaalon Ke Aangan Mein
Koi Sapnon Ke Deep Jalaaye

Kabhi Yun Hi Jab Hui Bojhal Saansen
Bhar Aai Baithe Baithe Jab Yun Hi Aankhen
Kabhi Machal Ke Pyar Se Chal Ke
Chhuye Koi Mujhe Par Nazar Na Aaye
Kahin Door...

Kahin To Yeh Dil Kabhi Mil Nahin Paate
Kahin Pe Nikal Aaye Janmon Ke Naate
Thami Thi Uljhan Bairi Apna Man
Apna Hi Hoke Sahe Dard Paraaye
Kahin Door...

Dil jaane, mere saare, bhed ye gahare
Ho gae kaise mere, sapane sunahare
Ye mere sapane, yahii to hai.n apane
Mujhase judaa na ho.nge inake ye saaye, inake ye saaye
Kahii.n duur ...

3)

Zindagi ...kaisi hai paheli, haaye

Kabhi to hansaaye kabhi ye rulaaye

Zindagi...

Kabhi dekho man nahi jaage peechhe peechhe sapno ke bhaage

Ek din sapno ka raahi chalaa jaaye sapno ke aage kaha

Zindagi...

Jinhone sajaaye yaha mele sukh-dukh sang-sang jhele

Wahi chunkar khaamoshi yu chali jaaye akele kaha

Zindagi...

4)

naa, jiyaa laage naa

tere beenaa meraa kahee, jiyaa laage naa re

jeenaa bhoole the kahaa, yaad nahee

tuz ko paayaa hain jahaa, saans fir aayee wahee

jindagee tere siwaa, haay bhaaye naa

naa, jiyaa laage naa

piyaa teree baawaree se rahaa jaaye naa

tum agar jaao kabhee, jaao kahee

wakt se kahanaa jaraa, wo thhahar jaaye wahee

wo ghadee wahee rahe, naa jaaye naa

naa, jiyaa laage naa

Those who have not yet had the privilege of watching the movie please do watch it. It is just a two hour movie with four wonderful melodious songs. You will really appreciate the reality of life.

Edu yaaru bareda katheyoo… nanagaagi banda vyatheyoo…

CRC 103

10:00 am

IIT Madras.

Lecture 14 ?!? [ :0] fourteen?? What? How? When ?

T=M x B….ZZZzzzzzzzzz………… Diamagnetic magnetism…… ZZZzzzzzzzz…..change in M is opposite to the direction of applied magnetic field B……..ZZZZzzzzzzzz……… electrons are inside materials !!!! wow what a fact???

An aspiring look at the watch….. oh no!!! its just 10:25 ….. this means I have to bear this class for 25 minutes more??? Oh My Lord, what is my sin?

ZZZzzzzzzzz………… Divergence theorem!!!!! Yeah divergence!!! Thoughts diverge. Can I measure the flux of the thought field diverging from me??? Yeah, why not give it a shot?

The KVs law of thoughtatostatics :

The thought force is directly proportional to magnitude of thought source and inversely proportional to the square of the distance between in your bench and the prof.

The KVs divergence theorem:

The total flux through any brain is directly α amount of thought sources enclosed in the mind.

Ф= p T.

Where, Ф= flux

p= permthoughtivity constant

T= thought source

p=p_op_r

p_o = permthoughtivity of free space

p_r = permthoughtivity of the class. This exclusively depends on the prof and ranges from 1 to infinity.

…… تפặשׁנּﭿﭧﯡﻂﺱﻁ…. Eqn 5.68

(Cut copy paste from Griffiths: For those who do not know PH102… Griffiths is a reference book for the electrodynamics course)

“Now let us do a problem…. “. ZZZzzzzzzzzz….

“This problem is in an example problem in Griffith so you need not copy this down.”

[A universal truth da… ]

….ZZZzzzzzzzzz…..

Why am I a source in PH102 classes? A student is supposed to be a sink and the prof the source. The field lines of knowledge are supposed to be flowing from the prof to the students. But this never happened at all.

My thoughts diverge in this class. Kudos to the prof… he has the extraordinary ability to make me (and most of the junta in class) sleep in class. Thanks to him that I got an inspiration to write another blog after looooong loooong time [:P]

[Our Father in heaven Holy be Your name Your kingdom come Your will be done on earth as in heaven give us our daily bread…………..

I will sing of the mercies of the Lord forever I will sing…. I will sing…..

I just keep trusting my Lord as I walk along…(as the class goes oooooon)… I just keep trusting my Lord and He gives me a song…. I just keep trusting my Lord…

There shall be showers of blessing… this is the promise of love …there seasons refreshing sent from the savior above………..

A sincere prayer to Thee…please end this torture.]

“Can I get back the attendance sheet?”

Applause….. God is Great… finally the class ends. Next torture session 22 Feb 8 am.

Belagagi naneddu yaaryara neneyali..... my first saturday in second sem.

10:48 am

January 5^th,2008

Sharavathi hostel

Room 383 A&B

Bang bang bang…..

Bang bang bang…..

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Bang bang bang…..

Door opens…..an enormous force acts on the upper eyelid to over come the gravitational, strong &weak nuclear and electrostatic forces of attraction exerted by the lower eyelid to see and recognize a familiar face.

A: Hey, oh u got up just now…. I am so sorry….

B: ….(bulb)…. Its ok..

A: Have you written the notes of Dirac Delta function properely?

B:………… (Bulb…. Bulb…. Bulb…. Bulb….)……..

[ Brain starts working….. Dirac Delta function ….search from all nook and corners..

Results 1- 10 of about 175,000 for Dirac Delta function. (0.26 seconds)

1. General Conclusion:

Dirac is a scientist.[:P]

2.Class 12^th -Elementary Particles- Poornanada sir notes:

…… the particles which obey Fermi-Dirac Statistics are called fermions….

3. Class seventh geography:

…… the delta is formed at the mouth of a river…..sunderbans is the the largest delta in India….

4.[pdf] Delta and the Greeks:

…. Delta is the fourth letter in Greek alphabet……

5.Class 12^th –first calss by HLS Rao:

….symbol Delta is used to represent a small increment in x….

6. Class 11^th--- Sets Relations and functions by Veena mam:

….. function is a mapping from….. one-one function ,onto funtion …

7. Class 10^th –biology by Rasquinha teacher:

….. the function of the pancreas is …. Funtion of islet of langerhans is….

8. Class 6^th- Science class by Archana miss:

… the malfunctioning of kidney results in….

9. Class 7^th—a discussion with Sister Sally:

….. the Christmas function starts with prayer service…. Welcome speech in the function has to be coordinated with….. [I was SPL-school pupil leader then].

10. Class 11^th--- Raghupathi sir’s chemistry class:

… functional groups in the organic compounds….

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Then an isolated neuron picked up the signal and the information was passed on from neuron to neuron via dendrites. Oh… she is referring to our Friday’s Physics class. A vague and faint memory of my class from 8-8:50 am flashes. Yeah… our prof told something that sounded like Dirac Delta function…thanks to my ears which had made some attempt to hear something. I can remember what my teachers taught till class 12^th better than anything I hear here… thanks to the slide shows.]

….. No I havnt written. Actually I dint understand….

A: oh.. actually nobody understood i suppose…he ran through it… k then. Can I hav your phy tute.

B:…!?....yeah….take.

A: cya then.

B:Bye.

NOODI SWAMI NAAVIRODE HIGE!!! Anka !:

August 2007

Senior: Put intro….

Me: I hav no name .(Now I hav a name now though.. :P) My nick is Ramya.K.V. My All India Rank In Indian Institute of technology Joint Entrance exam is One thousand one hundred fourty three. (A flash back to UKG… ) I am in engineering physics brach. I am from Sagar in Karnataka…(No one knew the place though… thank god I did not hav to specify the latitude n longitude). I studied my PU in Govt.PU College, Sagara.

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Huh…..Sometimes I seriously felt I should tape record it n play…..

Kansnalli ebbsi keldru order miss aagbardu!!!

Edadmele prashnavali… uttara kodakkenu ulibaardu allivaregu…… eradu… mooru … raatri eshtu hottadaru addilla…

Put some arbit stuff… sing,dance, act or gen talk…. Whatever just entertain seniors…. Bitti sikkidvalla…

This is “PDP” Session.

Edadmele seniors inda juniorsge taletalantaradinda banda pustaka hagu vastra (lab coat workshop coat) hastantara…(nange workshop shoesu bitti siktu :D)… paalige bandaddu panchamruta… sikkiddannella ethkondu roomge band biddkondvi.

Me: Hey…. How was class.

She: Was ……………

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She: hey what da? U forgot my name… ? my name is ------

Er..hmmnn… btw whats ur name da?

Hinge ondtingu kalitu…. // NOODI SWAMI NAAVIRODE HIGE….!!!!