Thursday, March 27, 2008

Maayadanta maLe bantaNNa.....

MaLe… Mungaarina modala maLe… adara anubhva… nanna manasina puTagaLinda…

MalenaaDinalli huTTi beLeda nanage madaraasina haveinda tumbane besara mooDittu. August tingaLinnalle sekhe sekhe endu oddaDuttidda nanage march april tingLinalli hegagirabeDa? May bagge yochane maaDoku anjike aagta ide.

Heege mooru nalku dingaLinda maLe suriyutta ittu.Chennainalli ee maasadalli maLe kaaNisikollodu aparoopa. Adarallu pakka mungarinantene siDilu guDugininda kooDida maLe nenapugaLa saramaleyenne nanna munde tereitu.

Mungaarina Modala maLe.. aaa siDilu guDugina aarbhaTa… minchina aakrandana.. ababba entha ghora ee prakruthi enisuttittu! Ade maLe hani nellakke taakidaaga… aa maNNina vaasane…. Aahladakara gaaLi… Manasige hita enisuttittu.

Munjavininda mussanjeya varege dhooo endu surida maLe swalpa shanta vaadaga entha ullasa? chaLi yalli bisi bisi kashaya kudiyutta kavaDe aaTadalli magnaraadare sanje aagiddu karenTu hoodamelene tiLiyodu. Amma meNada batti hachchikonDu bandaga ella kuLitu kaaDu haraTe hoDeyoke shuru maaDidare hoTTe churuguTTo varege samayada parive ella. Aaga ammanige aDuge maaDalu kaLisi, aDuge maneya aTTada meLe joopanavaagi eTTidda challuki, kooDubaLe mellutta punaha naavu harate shuru maaDodu. “KarenTu yaavaga baratte?” anta aagaga appanna peedisoodu. Namma piri piri taaLarade appa konege KEBge phonu hachchi “karrentu sadhyakke barallante” anta helidaroo eduru mane uncle “Joga roodinalli mara biddideante. NaaLe sangevaregu karenTu barolla” anta heLidaagale namage suddi kaChita enisoodu… Ega tanku hege tumbisoodu annodu mundina prashne. “Yaaroo neeru chellohagilla. Ella banni khali bakettu maLege eDi”-ammana appaNe. Naavu vedavakya paalisuvante ella buckettu, kodapana, doDDa paatre pagaDa ella horage ettu matte etha prakara namma harate munduvaresoodu. Karentu ellada dina enta oota? Belesaaru, palya, ganji, uppina kaayi, bisi bisi happaLa sanDige… ennenu beku? Gammattada oota aadameLe ele aDike hakadidre hege? “Makkalu kavaLa hakabaradu”—baaytumaba kavaLa tumbikonda appana salahe. KeLoru yaaru?

“Gante hattaytu malagi ellaru” matte ammana nirNaya. “Fannillade nidde barallamma”—endu naanu raga tegedaaga “Naavu chikkavariddaga karentu endare enu antane gottiralilla. Navella chimuNe deepadalli oodtaedvi. Kaanasooru high schoolige nadakondu haoogta edvi……………………………” sumaaru hanoudu – hannodu vare aaguvavaregu amma tanna baalyada dinagaLanna nenapisikoLLodu. Edu sumaaragi eppatu moovattane avalokana aadaru namagilla chinte… oTTinalli nidhanakke kaNNige nidde hattidaga hogi kambaLi hoddu bechchage malagoodu . SoLLe kaata taaLade eddu haLe baalamangaLa hiDidu Dinga, Shakti maddu oodutta kiLitukoLLodu. “MeNada batti belakalli oodabeda kannige dappa kannadaka baratte noDu..” endu appa hedarisidru enuoo prayojanavilla. (Ega adara pariNaama gottagide biDi). Haage ooduttaa oodutta nidde bandadde tiLiyutaa erallilla.

Entha dinagaLu avu!! Matte hinduruguva aase…

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Antarangada mrudanga....antu tomtanana....

It happened! It happened!! It indeed happened!!! Finally it did happen!!

After all such long desperate wait did not go in vain ……

It had been my dream from six months. A wish which had rooted deep within me. There came so many precious moments wherein I could have spelt out my wish. But alas! It never materialized. I remember the starry night in October 2007, when it was so close to happen. I was delighted. A bright glow in my eyes, a faint smile on my face. How desperate I was! How desperate to smell the fragrance! To feel fresh! To begin a new life! But it did not come true. My hopes were lost. I was completely shattered. I never thought a joyful moment will ever come in my life. Sitting in the corner of my room along with a best friend of mine, I wept silently for months.

Days passed, weeks went by, months gone…..huh… how could such a thing happen to me? I never thought that I would ever reach this state. But I did have a small hope, somewhere in the remote corner of mind. It may happen some day. May be the time was not for it. May be the Lord is testing me. I knew my wish would come true some day. And it came true yesterday.

Yes! It did! Now my hopes are redeemed, my eyes are eaming with happiness and satisfaction. Ah….how wonderful the world is!

These are the feelings of my bed spread which was lying in corner of my room since September 2007. I think it the other four bed sheets and the four buckets of clothes shared the same feelings. But their await was not so long, it was a just little more than a month or so [:P]. It is really not my mistake. Not my laziness. For example I do wash the essentials clothes everyday [:P].

There was no washing machine working in our hostel except one. I did go to it one night in January to get my clothes washed. But it was so painful because I live in second floor and the damn machine was in ground floor. Finally after a long fight, two new washing machines were brought. But see the irony, they brought only two machines and placed one in first floor and the other in third floor. What sin did we, the second floor people commit? Anyway I had made up my mind that I must wash my clothes.
I started my work at three in the after noon yesterday. After persevering for about seven and a half hours all my clothes were washed! All the rooms in my wing had my clothes and bed sheets hanging in their room [:P]. People coming to the bathroom in the wing in third floor were stunned at my dedication! “You are still washing clothes!?” was their question. And my answer was a smile. [:)].
Believe me. It needs a lot of dedication, determination and devotion [ the 3 D,s] to wash clothes for seven and a half hours on a semi automatic washing machine situated a floor above yours.

Some of you may feel (especially IITians) why we should get pained so much to wash clothes. But it’s really worthwhile to put such effort to wash clothes. Ah… It feels so heavenly now that my clothes are washed [:)].

:)